i don't know what my feeling now???

i just feel a lot of pressure and expection...

i dun know how to let it out, i always tell myself " cheng yee, just relax and dun worry about the result because u always have do the exercise, dun worry!!"

but i feel i can't control my emotion, originally i will be afraid and it make me can't do everything.

i try to use all the work full of my time and i dun want think anymore that things will not help me that.

i afraid i can't get the result that i have been set the target..

i afraid i will fail my result..

i dun know...my mind lose to control..

how can i do ? please tell me..

i just need a way to let out the large pressure..

i try to carry out some activities like jogging, plying internet, chatting with family and others..

but it not to be seem effective to me..

i suffering with pressure... i feel my heart like lose something.

i think that is confidence..

who can give me that??

i need it!