it has been 3 months since i last post...
i'm really busy these day and i will busy until the end of the semester...
i want to face the first exam, it is very important...
i really worry about my exam...
until now, i have also too much things to learn...
the book so thick, it has been make me feel so stressed...
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recently, i feel my class's situation is very strange and something that i don't know how to say it...
i think someone can't accept my attitude...
i always noisy in my class...
i like to comment something when i disagree with it...
i always straight to ask them about their privation...
if they all can't accept the truth of this is a real me...fine...i never complain with it...
i'm so sorry...
i'm really not a good one among them....
i'm had disturbing them...
why i will feel like this? this is because they always like to complain me..
i'm still a normal person,right?
i have my emotion...
sadness...i don't know what can i say still?
when the teacher said: "the chinese students very noisy than the malay students especially lee cheng yee"...
i really felt hurted,sadness and cried...
although this was my real feeling, but i still wanted to use a happy face chatted with my friends and teacher...
did you all know my feeling?
i'm is the monitor in my class...
i think they must feel this is a relax,enjoy and happy job, right?
in fact, no!!no!! this is a hardness job, you know?
my best friend seem like disagree with my any action,saying and decided...
sometime, i really want to cry when i'm can't join them...
they always talk about the brand of handphone...
i never say something on it...
but if i talk about the korean idols..
they will give me any respond...
if you, what is your feeling?
they think i have prepared for my exam...
i don't know how to say it...
i really have more feeling want to write but...i can't write it all...too much
blogger is a best way to release my pressure when i feel so stressed...
i can't talk with other people...
