2013年11月1日星期五

i'm really so hurt!

我很不開心...
我真的很不開心...
我很想哭,淚水在眼中徘徊...
我很想哭...
朋友們,或許你們講的對,我讀中6真的很辛苦...
很壓力...
全部好朋友出去讀書了...
好痛苦哦!
我的心事都不能向人訴苦了....
我不要講話了...
我要認真了...
我要偽裝自己...
好受傷哦!
i can't smile...when i entered to the form 6 life....i never smile happily...
i said the form 6 life is so wonderful but it's just a lie!
sometime,i will hope the chinese student just me only to study in the form 6...
me only...i can avoid involved into gossiping...
i'm so tired...
i want to use happy face to chat with other classmates...
actually i'm don't like this...
form 5 more better than form 6...
when the form 5, i'm feel sorrow and disappointed..
i have the best friends to console me...
they give me more power to face the challenge...
form 6...
i haven't the best friends..
she?
she seem like not really best with me..
he? 
i never be his best friend although i always help him...
i cant enter to his heart ...
why?
because i haven't a beautiful face,
i haven't a sexy body...
i'm so rough!
i'm not fashion...
i just a boy in his eyes..
so????
you know what is my feeling?
i always noisy...
because i want camouflage my real feeling!
but now...
i dont want...
i want to keep away with them...
i'm really so hurt!